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I know I havent written here for a long time but im gonna start to again... i mean how does my friends suppose to know how im doing here in the Phil ryt? anyways i miss all my friends... denise...ashley... mitchelle... patty... david.... and so on... but yeah lifes pretty fun here... im going to try and re-do this journal thing... yup yup... start a new 1 u know? and forget the bad memoirs...
Do you ever feel really depressed??
I was so sad today it's crazy... yeah we went to Grenhills to go shopping but i didnt have fun there... and dats da point either... parlor got my hair curled but whats da point??? I've been such a bitch to my boyfriend... as in SOlid... Cold... what type of girfirend am i? i always pick a fight with him... I don't even know why he stays with me... Iv'e been showing him all the bad things i do... and yet hes always there... i need to seriously make it up to him.... im not sure anymore.... i love him so much... but hes so... i dont know... hes so uderstanding and everything.. how can he stand me as much as he does? It's like im hurting myself and all he does is comfort me... is he dat perfect...
We even talk about the future... one day getting married and having children... and all the things we'd do together... it's something iv'e never done with anyone... it's so wierd... i can actually see mysled with him someday... spend the rest of my life with him... i jes want to see if it lasts...
Through all the txting... thank god were SUN to SUN or else we'd be spending so much... i mean 500 txt messeges hahaha....
love does crazy things....
my ear peicings still hurt... and my belly button ring and i think im gonna get a tongue ring but not so sure... Justin won't let me... hahaha what a cutie hes so conservative...
girl in my mirror
There’s a girl in my mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
But there’s a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she’s lookin’ back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
‘Cause the girl in my mirror
Is cryin’ tonight
And there’s nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh, the girl in my mirror
Is cryin’ ‘cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do
If I could I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she’s feeling
Of sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love’ll find your heart deeper
When she’s looking back at me
I know nothin’ really works that easily
I can’t believe it’s what I see
And that the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror is me
I can’t believe what I see
The girl
(You’re the girl in my mirror)
The girl in my mirror is me
Oh, is me
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[20 Nov 2004|10:59am] |
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>>>> ill worte here but ill also write in my xanga... which is www.xanga.com/xxxxkarenxxxx so life rockes ryt now hahah i jes love it love it last nyt was just so cute... ahhh its drving me crazy
............ so speechless......................... i just got home from ballet and it was fun though i came late. we have a new classmate she was cool. OUr excercises were so funny...... couldn't get it. O well there's always tomorrow. So yeah, one of th best days of my life.... whee!!! hahah he held my hand... omisgosh i totally couldnt look at him... i was so blushing.... thank god it was dark. I'm just so happy..... my hands were shaking and sweaty..... but i dont care.....
......................."EvErY guy is aFRaId of something...Thats how u know he LoVEs you...When he's aFRaiD of losing yOu." .....................
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[28 Oct 2004|01:50pm] |
So totally in love.... the problem is im in love wioth 3 guys...
Ches...
Ray...
Mark...
how can i ever choose between u all???
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[11 Oct 2004|04:04am] |
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My lasy entry!! im going back to xanga cause all my freinds here have xanga!!! so yeah! School is so fuckiong awesome since today is my first day and totally kick ass! Were already going out friday night!!! hahahaha! so yeah our barkada is like 5 ppl 3 boys 2 girls.... rob, robert, me, nicky, and rocky!!! totally fun! man i cant concentrate cause we keep on laughing and shit! cant wait til tom!
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[27 Sep 2004|06:27pm] |
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i have a new bf!!! yay! so busy so tired! So yeah i had to travel and shit which was reALLY BORING! aND WHOEVER SAID I WAS DOING DRUGS AND SHIT GOT TO HELL BITCH!! SHIT I HAD TO GET DRUG TESTED AND EVERYTHING! BUT SEE IT WAS NEGATIVE!!! SO MY NEW SCHOOL IS REEDLEY INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL! SO MANY HOTTIES BUT I ALREADY HAVE A BF SO MAYBE LATER... AND ALSO LOUIE UMM HES ONLY 14 WHATA TURN OFF!! HAHAHA! O WELL!
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[21 Sep 2004|06:30pm] |
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omgish so tired... cant even type... got into a school... Reedley international school!!! i took my test today!!! Holy shit so many hotties and i met a couple hahaha especially a guy named MARCO!!! super hott!!! hahahaha! im so over louie i thiknk he has a gf but im not sure cause that info is from jay and jay is a liar!!! jk lang! im gonna get a cell hell yeah bitch! well type more another day when i can 2 more days til my birthday woo hoo!!! I cant wait to start school and meet my new future bf's hahaha!
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[17 Sep 2004|11:04pm] |
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another basketball game... jays team lost like 50 points!!! hahaha no wonder though cause the other team were old and big!!! omigosh going clubbing tom and also met a really hot guy!!! hahaha of course
shit i cant choose mike? louis?
mike- dont know anything about it him exceot that hes rich, cute, nice voice
louis- ahhh no words to describe him... so hot... really good at basketball_o so sweet... shy... i dont know... i like him alot!! i cant wait to see him on monday!!!
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[15 Sep 2004|09:31pm] |
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i am so tired... saw my cute cousin and da new parlor... met tons of people who fussed over me and my hair which is cool... photoshoot next week... might have to walk da run way.... shit shit shit this is too much work for me..
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[14 Sep 2004|09:51pm] |
Holy fucking hell! Last night Jay invited me and Jill to watch his basketball game.. and my mother didnt want me wearing skirts anymore cause all the ppl stare at me!! It is so fucking creepy they stare and whistle and all thius shit and da driver was getting scared cause he might get into a fight with the gay ass pplz!! So yeah back to my story... so they were up against the yellow team (jay was red) and the yellow were like cheating and playing roough and got jay out of a game because of stupid fucking fouls like the second quarter... and so he got pissed and everything o they all started pissing eacother off like hell... so many fight and tripping and pushing and all da shit! So eventually our team one 64 to 45 and we left... BAD idea... so we were alone and the players staretd whistling at us and then we kinda started walking fast... and then they caught up and started pushing jay... i had to help him so me and jill treid to talk they guyz out of it!!! fuck that was mother fucking scary! Jay calls his frieds and all this shit happened... IT IS SO FUCKING COOL AND EXCITING HERE! So many HOTTIES!
Today i woke up at 6 am and went to enroll at my school it was really weird and im not sure if im gonna get in... after we went to PALTOK to hang out and stuff and it started raining... Went to da mall and all these ppl were staring at me and my family was teasing me about it da whole time... They were teeling me to become an actress and model and stuff like that cause alot of ppl want me to and agents and stuff like that but i dont know yet... I CANT ACT!!!! lol i got my nails done and my hair in our salon and alll the pplz are o-so nice!!!
Tomorrow im going to visit my uncle nelson and get my hair highlighted! HELL yeah! im not sure what color yet though... black? blonde? shit i cant make up my mind!!
my schedule:
wed: visit uncle in sata cruz
thurs: dont know yet
fri:another basketball game
sat: PARTY!!! hell yeah!
Denise and Michelle get ut butts here!!! So many hotties to choose from
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I have a new lj!!! comment plz! its da only way we can stay connected!!! Angel_in_lovve!!! its that! stay connected!
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[21 Aug 2004|10:24pm] |
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random entry...
pissed that i cant go to Kaitlins party... hope she doesnt kill me... i cant wait til tuesday.... i cant wait to ppl... TO SEE HIM... hahaha....
i am in love with u
u set me free
i cant do this thing
called life without u here with me
cause im dangerously in love you
ill never leave
just keep loving me
the way i love u loving me....
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random entry...
pissed that i cant go to Kaitlins party... hope she doesnt kill me... i cant wait til tuesday.... i cant wait to ppl... TO SEE HIM... hahaha....
i am in love with u
u set me free
i cant do this thing
called life without u here with me
cause im dangerously in love you
ill never leave
just keep loving me
the way i love u loving me....
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I cannot believe the people we want to come cant go!!! grr... it messing everything up! Watever we better meet some hotties there. Anyways i have to call HIM and beg if he could come! But he is not answering his phone! why? why? does he not like me anymore? is he ignoring me? What is going on? I swaer im starting to get over him!
My Heart Beats Faster Every time You Walk By
My Eyes Sparkle Every Time I Hear Your Voice
And I Love You More Every time You Smile At Me
I thought you were my angel, sent from heaven skies. I thanked God for your presence, and now I wonder why. You took your bow and arrow, and aimed it at my heart. Let it rip through my soul, and left me torn apart! It made me wonder what went wrong and I loved you without a fail. I figured about all else, you are just a typical male!
NO ofense u guys!
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Sometimes I look at you and wonder who you’re thinking of when you smile at me... When you care about someone as much as I do you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to, I thought I'd handle it just fine and that I'd be happy just to keep you on my mind. But it isn't always that easy. Sometimes the one thing that would please me the most is simply seeing you. I knew that I'd miss you; I just didn't know I'd miss you as much as I do.
*omigosh ppl cant go to 6 flags i hope we dont need to cancel it*
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